Journey through the tenses

Sitting on the couch in a gargantuan  presence of silence , wondering for the next steps to be taken for future flourishment and at the same time repenting for the mistakes made in past. In a subtle journey from past to future; something was missing. It was the presence of Present !
Most of the time we dive in an ocean of past memories or future findings , but the junction between these extremities is skipped over from the present.  No more wondering and wandering in in the limitless imaginations of a silent but outrageous brain; I sail my ship to the port of present. Getting through those lavish adventures , a common observation took place; the brains wandering in presence were less! No one actually bothered to live in the present cause. This made me feel pitty for the pastors of heaven, as their hardships were being sailed to different ports . Hail o'mighty! We try our best to accomplish our duties, but our never-silent brain devastates it's own situation . And henceforth we try to find mercy in past and future missing on the presence of present.