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Fear!(?)
How do you define it?
Is it an insect or animal which fear you a lot? Is it a bunch of bully kids ? Is it an incidence or n accident ,or,Is it your past which you fear a lot?
Whatever the factor of fear maybe,but, does it stop you from an aim or dream you've been looking or pursuing at since very long or childhood ?
The question hence arises, blocking yourself to answer the unsolved part. It thus dominates the fear over win. Does this fear is worth more than your efforts,your time,your value,your work or your existence?.....
I wonder and believe that it 'doesn't' matter for even the pain of your finger being pricked by a tiny thorn. You might wonder that the pain you experience or the claustrophobia you inherit , is way more depriving than the physical pain. But , the scene is different here, Your mental pain occurs only when you allow it to, it's your will which decides which emotion or incident to dominate your optimism.
The moment you fight back your fear;
The moment you destroy the fear of fear;
YOU WIN.......
Suppressing things is just covering up the heap of dust under mats, Fighting back is the real diminishing of the cause.
Fight back, Know and understand your fear, step over it tall enough to make it feel destroyed in itself. The Fear Fears itself, it's just your step to show the mirror to it and let it destroy itself!!
The answer is in your hand, The game is one-player, The winning side is yours, Achieve it, Uncover the hidden fears into winning courage .
Make every fear of yours an experience to success.
Win...
Ever if you loose, count it as your stair to win early!
Embrace your power, you've got it in you.

Forward

We are told to live in the moment because that helps us eradicate all regrets of the past, and expectations from the future. And as we all know, it is regrets and unfulfilled expectations that bring angst and stress into our lives. So we surmise that living in the present is our best bet to living a peaceful life.
Yet life seems mere existence in absence of chaos and turbulence. Have you thought what would be the value of peace in absence of thrill? What if peace were to become a way of life? Life minus conflict and desires becomes mere existence. Dreams and desires lead to expectations and plans, which arouse anticipation in us. Having a future to look forward to helps keep our present healthy and exciting. Anticipating something pleasurable in the future can help you get through present hardships and loneliness. We use this strategy from time to time whether or not we realise it or not. Trouble arises when you allow the hope to take up a large chunk of your present time. It is then that hope sets itself on the path of hopelessness . The trick is in anticipating little doses of future happiness planned as rewards for the big focus we give to our present moment.
Believe in the belief.  

Discover

Nothing goes right even when you put your 100 percent. You start receiving the unexpected damages which tears you apart as if a massive storm.
Even when you work daily with punctuality  and complete dedication , yet you lack to get the desired results.
When you plan to outshow your brightness, there comes a twister , someone cheats/betrays you away and the ladder you built so far breaks with a huge thud. Your politeness and ethiques are kicked to a bin as a trash of disgust . You doubt on yourself for the question of your existence . You start blaming every matter and aspect of surrounding to the darkest abuses as they are assumed to betray your honesty.
You curse the mighty and the disciples to disrespect your sincerity and honesty. You then  doubt your character and end up creating a catastrophic world of yours. Nothing then seems alright , not even you seem to be  trustworthy to your self. But ask this to your inner silence once-
Is this really a period of downfall of your dynasty ? Or
Is it the surrounding which made your work pessimistic ? Or else,
Is it you fighting  yourself ?
Think on it once.
The answer is clear; it's you fighting yourself.
Just put the reverse button on of your life's  tape ; look to it carefully and analyse. It's true that you've put tremendous efforts but it's also true that you've lacked to trust even a 0.5% of yourself or else ,actually never trusted yourself.
Trust yourself once, believe that you can while you're actually doing it. Trust me, the results will be the brightest of all. Try to praise yourself not to reach cloud nine , but create a better shine. Just like every luminous thing needs a polish, similarly every soul needs appreciation. Appreciate yourself for every lump of the kindness you put in this world's bucket. Be honest to yourself for whatever you do, but never ever  forget to believe in what you do. It's very important to trust yourself , or else the results will never show.
Keep believing , it's your light , make it shine better than the sun.

Breezed or flooded away ?

There are moments in the story where we get breezed away. It may be  intentional or nonintentional otherwise. But it surely transforms a living into nonliving for the moments henceforth. We name it fate or the wish of destiny, but certainly it's out of such insane possessions. 
This twisting or swirling of  the living beings (or their thoughts) like a breeze , is a maze to be solved for win. Now the challenge is to suppress these insane possessions without harming the laws of nature. Well, that doesn't  mean you to be an exceedingly acquainted logist.  What we need, is a dust free wipping cloth and a cleaning liquid which must wipe out the confusions as if dust and clean it with liquid to make it as pure as water. Our mind isn't less than an ocean of water . It's rather the deepest reserve of every inch and drop of memorable water droplets collected to form this humongous ocean of memories ,and principle sets. But controlling such viscous matter is termed to be very difficult.

Now, as we know, to control the flow of water we either turn it's direction from reaching the disturbance or else  remove the disturbance itself. In  case of living beings, to remove the disturbance itself is a valley of mountains , so the only way we can work to is to change the direction. Hence, just like the wind and the water change its direction , we've to change our thinking dynamics and our vision to view the world . 

Journey from Passion to Peace

The way from passion to peace is not by hurling painful charges against others,but by overcoming one's self . By eagerly striving to subdue the selfishness of others , we remain passion-bound . By patiently overcoming our own selfishness, we ascend into freedom . Only he who has conquered himself can subdue others; and he subdues them , not by passion , but by love.
The way from passion to peace is not in outer world of people; it is in the inner world of thoughts; it does not consist in altering the deeds of others, it consists in perfecting one's deeds. Without passion to begin with , there would be no power to work with, and no achievement to end with. Passion represents power, but power misdirected, power producing hurt instead of happiness. It forces , while instruments of destruction in the hands of the foolish , are the instruments of preservation in the hands of the wise. 

Uncover the covered

Daily we experience something new, or experience the same work in a different manner. Each day brings something different to us , may be to add something valuable or useless credits to our score of life. In this scheme of ups and downs , our aspirations, dreams, pending work of to-do list and priorities pile up to a massive hill ; which if turned towards to look upon will bring turbulence.  Sometimes ,We even may prioritise our work to clear this clutter but sometimes we fail to do so.  And in the busy route , these heaps get either covered or dumped in a corner of any dark empty room. These mistakes were meant to be learnt from as they were a part of ourselves, but we never peeped in it to embibe in the teaching.
Thus, what we need now is to uncover the cloth of ignorance and laziness from the heap of mistakes. Just a step to remove the cover and start working up . Covering up the heaps will just make it hidden from your naked eyes but not from your subconscious. Grab the courage to face the covered mistakes, one day you'll definitely learn to deal with it . At last it's you who have to deal with yourself, it's your ride , learn it your way. 

Life in a memory

  In a puddle of so many memories , old to new, we swim and float between the bad and good.
The old beauty,covered in dust of the present and future,is revealed when wiped with the cloth of care .
From feeling blessed to have angels around,  to regret for creating Satan out of self, we travel a long journey of despair and care.
In the edge or vertex of this blunder brain pyramid , we either float to get the flight or swim to earn it.
In this arbitrary fight, we learn to grow; growth by time and space. Growing with time physically to achieve the strength of average and growing by space to achieve the glory of maturity.
Facing the old sky gives me immense pleasure to rewind the tape of my life and to enjoy the holistic moments then lived.
I adore the scenes of hatred and despair to be my beacon light in guiding my senses to today. And I praise the scenes of may to enrich my soul with purity and peace. 
Follow yourself and deep inside you there is a scared soul lighting up your fate in greatness.